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I always think of I only need to respect the senior when he deserve with it..bt the social rule seen like turn it another way round…the experience taught me..no matter how ridiculous the senior behave..as a junior..as a younger..all u should do is agree with whatever they think..follow whatever they ask…den by the way….u r  recognise as “mature”…if not.. probably u will consider “ childish”

Honestly speaking..i feel it bullshit…I totally cant stand with this kind of “ social rule” ..for me…everybody is equal…regardless u r rich..poor..young..old…

As long as u make sense…den u r deserve with the recognition…u worth for respect from other…

Am I wrong??? Maybe..

Cos they say I m too subjective. too egoistical…

As a reasonable man…i ought to be objective…

To be compromise….i draw myself a different stand on it..

When I m silent it doesn’t mean I m consent..

When I m follow doesn’t mean I m comply..

When I m smile doesn’t mean u r right..

Silent + follow = X respect

It mean saving energy…it mean u r worthless for me to argue ..

Happiness can only feel when you don’t set any condition..

..happiness is appreciate ..thankful with what u r owe..

Happiness can be defined in four word “ zi chu chang le”

In the past..i m too demanding…always looking for the perfect…

I never enjoy the process in pursuing what I want.. but trying too hard getting the result..i want everything is quick manner…during the process….i m hurting mysef..and piss off people…and forgetting what I actuali want….i m lost…

Now I want turn bck…doted myself much better. ..physically and mentally as well.. Life is too short for us to figure out why we are here…I dun know what will happen in the future..even the next second also out of my control ..life is learning..learn to enjoy the moment….every moment in the past is historical story…the next moment in future is unexpectable…bt the moment now I m having is authentic..

Suddenly recall a song sang by SHE..< I dun want growing up>..

When I m child..i wish to grow  up faster..den I can be the master in my life..do whatever I want..

Whe I m getting old..suddenly I feel..if can..i  I wish..i could go bck to the age I m still a child..

On that time..i have an excuse to be forgiven..

At that age,,no necessary for me to strike the balance between line of rational and irrational..

I have a wonderful excuse be express my real feeling

cry..when I feel sad

angry…when I feel frustrated..

smile..when I feel happy..

when I grow up

I do the other way  round…

When I smile..it doesn’t mean I m happy..it just the way to cover my sadness..

When I laugh..it doesn’t mean I  feel cheerful..it just the way to deceive myself..

Vy fake horrr..i think so..

Haha..sad case..